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Listening to "The Eyes of a Fool". Hmm. It seems like such a sad song to me… for some reason it reminds me of a couple of summers ago when I was all depressed like… thinking about death and stuff… but it's such a beautiful song too… but the songs that really remind me of that summer are the ones on my Sugar Jones album, since I listened to that at night when I couldn't sleep because I was thinking too much…
When I first heard "Nine Times Blue" it didn't really seem like anything to me, but after awhile, when I heard it I was just so sad… and the same with "How Can You Kiss Me?". They're all really nice songs, but sad to me too…
Ugh. I don't want to think about sad stuff. But I do at the same time. Maybe it's this fanfic I'm reading. I want to read the last two parts tonight, but I have to get to bed… humph. Gotta go finish the one I'm reading now….