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Just finished watching "In The Attic" on WhoTV. There's just something cooler about seeing it live. :)

There's not been much exciting happening lately in my life. Did I mention I'm seeing Bon Jovi in January? I'm not too excited, since I only know three of their songs. But I got cheap seats so what the heck, right?

I've really got to go get a Halloween costume soon. I'm planning on being John Entwistle. But since some people might not understand who I am, I'll just tell them I'm a skeleton. With a bass.

I also need to figure out what John Quincy Adams looks like so I can dress up like him for the presidential speech thing we're doing in American History. I figure now's a good time to get an outfit, what with all the costumes hanging around Value Village and wherever.

Our guitar teacher was away again today. We finished watching School of Rock. I've got to say, it was much better than when I first saw it, because at that time I had only like the Monkees and Beatles, and they didn't really reference them in the movie. But now I can appreciate that they showed Pete and Keith in it and played Substitute. And that "The Who" was written on the board. And that Jack Black's character had a Max. R&B poster in his room. :)

I suppose these last few days that I haven't had any homework I should've been practicing drumming. There's the one bit of Lovely Rita my teacher told me to practice that I can do pretty well. But I just can do the beginning bit, the way he wrote it down doesn't seem right to me, but what do I know? I've had a headache though, so that's why I haven't been playing.

Today in Communications I started working on my newspaper assignment in Publisher. I decided the newspaper would be all about me. The Jenquirer. Articles like "A Day In The Life Of Me" and "Why People Love Me" and "I Buy A New Pair Of Shoes!"

I realized something today. I am a mean person.

I was working on my newspaper and someone from my class came over and told me that I was doing it wrong. He didn't say it in a mean way or anything, but I was just like "yeah, okay, whatever, leave me alone". So, maybe I'm not mean. I just don't like being wrong or other people trying to help me. I'm so stubborn.

Well, not that stubborn. I did let him fix it, after all.

I don't want people noticing that I'm doing something wrong. Letting the world know I'm not perfect. I know, a scary thought.

That's why I don't like working in groups. Because I'm in danger of having people telling me I'm doing something wrong. And because other people will do things differently than I would and I would consider it wrong, even if it's more right or better than what I'm doing.

It was a rather disturbing thought. I was sitting there working on my newspaper after he left, thinking about how mean I am.

Okay, okay. It's kind of pathetic. I didn't actually do anything mean. But I was *capable* of doing something mean. I could've been totally rude and told him to piss off and that I'm never wrong.

*sigh*

I don't know.